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Graveyard Shift
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Contents
Title Page
Dedication
Chapter 1: Mr. October
Chapter 2: Aunt Carrie
Chapter 3: Masquerade
Chapter 4: The Sunglasses Thief and the Clover Chain
Chapter 5: The Fire Children
Chapter 6: The Portrait
Chapter 7: Becky
Chapter 8: Night Shift
Chapter 9: The Enemy
Chapter 10: A Crack in the Wall
Chapter 11: The Soon-Departed
Chapter 12: Day Shift
Chapter 13: Where there’s Life
Chapter 14: The Scar
Chapter 15: Blue Grandma and the Train Wreck
Chapter 16: The Deathhead
Chapter 17: Fallout
Chapter 18: The Follower
Chapter 19: The New Recruit
Chapter 20: The Shifters
Chapter 21: The Surprise
Chapter 22: The Next in Line
Chapter 23: On the Run
Chapter 24: The Burned Man
Chapter 25: The Incursion
Chapter 26: A Dispatch from the Ministry
Acknowledgments
Copyright
The first time I set eyes on Mr. October, he didn’t look like anything special. He didn’t look like a man who’d stand out in a crowd, let alone a man who could change anyone’s life, turning everything inside out. But that’s what he did to me, and that’s why I have to explain what I did and how it all came about.
It wasn’t my fault, that’s all. It wasn’t his fault, either, but sometimes I think it would have been better if we’d never met, if my life had turned out to be normal like everyone else’s.
I was wandering through Highgate Cemetery at the time. It was a late Saturday morning with low clouds and a thick, muggy atmosphere. By the time I arrived, visitors were flocking through the north gate and following tour guides down the paths, but I’d found another, cheaper, way in, over the fence down the hill.
Inside, the place was a maze, and without a map I hadn’t a clue where anyone was. Karl Marx was here somewhere, and George Eliot and Henry Moore, but I was more interested in the stones themselves, the way they leaned at strange angles as if they’d fallen from the sky and landed just so. I liked the way bright, shiny new monuments rubbed shoulders with chipped and broken tombs overgrown with ivy and moss.
I found a stone with no name on it and sat to eat a chicken salad sandwich and sip bottled water from my packed lunch. The clouds parted and patterns of light and shade played on the paths between the headstones. I wished I had a camera to capture the scene, but I did have my sketch pad and pencil. On a clean page of the book, I outlined the path where it forked in two directions with the stones on either side of it and the trees running alongside.
A group of four girls with Liverpool accents strolled past, heading down the path to the right. I paused until they moved out of the frame before going on. It was hotter now, and a bead of sweat fell from the tip of my nose and hit the page, creating a smeared shape in front of one tomb. It looked like a blurred, ghostly figure.
When I looked up again, a shape like the one the sweat had made on the page was standing in the near distance, sixty feet or so up the slope. The tomb behind him was a creamy off-white, nearly the same color as his suit, so I didn’t see him clearly until he began to move.
He seemed to be waving or gesturing to someone and mopping his face with a handkerchief. It took a moment before I realized he was in trouble. Wobbling on his feet, he stopped near the edge of the path, falling side-on against a marble cross. He looked about ready to keel all the way over.
“Mister?” I said, but he didn’t seem to hear. “Mister, are you all right?”
Dropping my sketch pad, I started up the path.
He didn’t look up as I approached. He simply gripped the cross with one hand, holding out the other for balance.
“My,” he gasped. “Oh my, sometimes it’s all too much.”
As I came up beside him, catching him by the elbow, his legs buckled and he fell against me with his full weight, which didn’t feel like much at all. When I was sure he wouldn’t fall, I walked him to the path and sat him down on a flat square stone. He looked around as if he didn’t know where he was.
“Should I get help?” I asked.
He looked up at me with misty gray eyes and a weary smile, the look of a man with the weight of the world on his shoulders.
“No, I’ll be fine in a minute. It’s only a spell.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, young man, I’m sure.”
I ran for the water bottle, uncapping it on my way back and handing it to him. He took it and sipped slowly, staring into space. Looking at the brown liver spots on the backs of his hands and his white-whiskered jaw, I wondered how old he might be. Seventy, maybe. Probably older. Sunlight flared off his bald head like a halo.
He swallowed more water and settled a little, breathing more easily.
“Thank you,” he said at last.
“That’s OK. I didn’t do anything.”
“Oh, you did more than you know.” He offered his hand, which felt clammy when we shook. “I’m Dudley October. And you are?”
“Ben. Ben Harvester.”
“Ah, one of the Harvesters. An interesting name.”
“Not as interesting as October, I’d say.”
His gray eyes held mine until I had to glance away.
“I think I met your father once,” he said. “Long time ago, but I remember him mentioning you, saying how proud he was. Jim Harvester, isn’t it?”
It was a shock to hear Dad’s name on this stranger’s lips. “I’m not sure I did anything to make him proud,” I said.
“Whoever said you had to do anything to make your dad proud?”
Mr. October drained the rest of the water. I waited until he looked ready to move, then helped him to his feet and walked him along the path to where I’d left my belongings.
“Did you meet my mum too?” I asked.
“Not that I recall, but I’ve known many Harvesters in my time. In my line of business, you get to meet all kinds.”
“What line of business is that?”
“Oh, mostly clerical work, filing and so forth, which I’m sure sounds to you like the dullest job in the world.”
We stopped while I put away the sketch pad and shouldered my backpack, then I steadied him past the queues at the exit gate. As we reached the road outside, he turned to me with a sadness in his eyes and said, “It’s been good to meet you, Ben Harvester.”
“You too. Can you manage from here by yourself?”
“Yes. I may be fragile, but I’m very resilient. I’ll cope.” He cleared his throat, watching the traffic. Then he said, “Hope it’s not inappropriate of me to say, but I’d like to pass on my best wishes and deepest condolences to your family. Regarding your Aunt Carrie, I mean.”
We hadn’t seen or heard from Aunt Carrie for years, and I had to think twice who he meant. For one reason or another, she and Mum had been off each other’s Christmas card list for as long as I could remember.
“Thanks,” I said. I didn’t know what else to say.
The last I saw of him as I set off down the hill, he was waiting at the roadside to cross. I walked to Gospel Oak from there and caught a train to Hackney Central.
We’d moved last month into a maisonette on Middleton Road where we had the top two floors. We’d been told we would have a view of the park from there, which was true if you stood out on the balcony and leaned over as far as you could, craning your neck.
It wasn’t the quietest place. The neighbors downstairs liked their drum and bass music loud, sometimes cra
nking it up late at night and all weekend. But it was cheaper here and we had to cut costs now, Mum kept reminding me. We’d had to struggle ever since Dad left home.
To get to our place you had to enter via a security door and take two flights of stone steps up a stairwell. Then you had to sidestep the mess of plant pots and hanging flower baskets Mum had placed everywhere on the balcony. Our old house in Swanley had a garden and greenhouse, and less than half of our things would fit into the new place. The rest was in storage now.
The front door was propped open, the way Mum had kept it since the hot spell began, but indoors still felt warmer than out. In the kitchen I pulled a Coke from the fridge and stared out the window, wondering if Mr. October had gotten home safely. What he’d said about Dad had started to bother me for some reason. Had he seen Dad since I last saw him? I should’ve asked about that.
“That you, darlin’?” Mum called from the living room. Her voice sounded sleepy and slow, and she was rubbing her eyes and stretching on the sofa when I came through. “Ah, there you are. Finished your graveyard shift, have you?”
Mum thought there were better places for a guy to spend his time. Idling around cemeteries seemed somehow morbid and unhealthy to her. I didn’t want to get into it now, so I just nodded, sipping the Coke.
“I thought we might go to the park this afternoon,” she said. “Get acquainted with our new surroundings. Unless there’s something else you’d rather do.”
“Can you give me an hour? There’s some work I’d like to finish first.”
“Whatever you like, hon.” She yawned and settled again. “Give me a shout when you’re ready.”
It wasn’t exactly work and it wasn’t that important, but I was thinking of the sketch I’d started at the cemetery but left unfinished. Upstairs in my room, a much smaller space than I’d had at the other house, I sat on the bed and opened the pad, touching a finger to the smeared shape in front of the tomb.
The bead of sweat had dried in the shape of a man, but a man without any clear features. I could still picture Mr. October’s face, so I added a line here and a squiggle there to make the figure complete. After roughing in a few wisps of cloud, I was adding a Celtic cross to the background when I heard the telephone ringing downstairs.
At first I didn’t pay it much attention. Mum answered, her voice the softest murmur. Then a long silence, broken by the sound of sobbing, a sound I’d only heard from her once before.
When I ran down to the living room, she was still clutching the phone, staring at it, aghast, and her eyes and cheeks were dark with tears.
“Mum!” I said. “What’s up, Mum?”
She shook her head, straining to catch her breath, and it took a long time before she could force out the words.
“It’s OK, darlin’. Everything’s OK. It’s just a shock after all this time. I don’t suppose you even remember Aunt Carrie, do you? She passed away an hour ago.”
A little over a week later, I saw him again. Again it was at a cemetery, this one built around a hulking Norman church outside Seaborough, on the northeast coast of England, where Mum’s family originally came from. We were there for Aunt Carrie’s funeral.
The church service was well attended, but most of the congregation were strangers to me. The pastor spoke about Carrie’s life and how we were here to celebrate it. He spoke about everything having an appointed time and place and being part of a larger plan, and a few mourners started sobbing when he read from Ecclesiastes and when Carrie’s favorite Beatles song, “In My Life,” began playing.
As we filed outside afterward, some of the strangers greeted Mum with hugs and kisses, and some shook my hand when we were introduced. It felt awkward meeting anyone for the first time when they had tears in their eyes.
But I couldn’t cry for someone I’d hardly known and barely remembered. If something had happened to cut Mum and Aunt Carrie off from each other for so long, no one was making anything of it. Mum’s family had never been good at keeping in touch, but it had always been good at keeping secrets.
At the end of the burial ceremony, we moved in a slow procession past the grave, collecting handfuls of earth from the funeral director’s assistant to sprinkle over the casket. I let mine fall and stood a moment, watching it settle, then followed the others to the gravel path between the church entrance and the gates, rubbing my hands together.
That was when I saw him. Mr. October stood some distance away beside a white granite plinth, head bowed and hands clasped together as if praying. A warm breeze cut across the churchyard, turning the air dusty with dandelion spores. The old man didn’t move a muscle and didn’t look up. If he sensed me watching, he didn’t show it.
I had an urge to go to him, to leave the group and just walk over. For one thing, I wondered what he was doing here. For another, there was something important I needed to ask. But this wasn’t the time or place. It would be too hard to explain to Mum.
Along the path, the others talked in small groups, saying how lovely Aunt Carrie was and how she’d gone before her time, and how sudden it must’ve been because a few short months ago she’d seemed such a picture of health. You never knew what was in the cards, they said, sniffing and wiping their noses.
In twos and threes they began peeling themselves away and heading for their cars at the gates. There were farewells and promises to keep in touch from now on, and I wondered how many of them I’d ever see again.
Mum took my arm, steering me toward the gates.
“Our train leaves in twenty minutes,” she said.
When I looked back at the church, Mr. October was moving away, his back toward me and his right hand reaching as if he were holding someone else’s. As far as I could tell there was no one with him, but for a second the cloud of white spores seemed to arrange itself into a human shape and follow him step for step.
On the train to London, I skimmed an Iron Man comic while Mum opened a paperback book on the fold-down table in front of her and turned the pages, not really reading. She didn’t look up at me as she said, “Well, there she goes. She’s on her way.”
“She’s at peace now,” I said. It was the kind of thing you were supposed to say.
“You must wonder why I brought you,” she said. “Why I even came myself. We hadn’t spoken for so long.”
“She was your sister. It would’ve been odd if you hadn’t gone.”
She nodded, watching the last of the blue-gray coastline through the window before the train altered course, heading inland. “Yes, it would. And it wasn’t so bad after all. They could’ve made me feel unwelcome, but they weren’t there for that; they were there for her.”
“Yeah.”
“Do you remember when Dad left?” she asked.
“Not really. Not well.”
“You were young. Just nine.”
“Yeah. And we’ve hardly talked about it since.”
“Only because I didn’t want you to be hurt.”
“Did he leave because of me?”
She looked at me as if I’d just sworn. “God, no. Is that what you think? Don’t ever think that, Ben. It wasn’t anyone’s fault — at least not yours.”
“Then why did he go?”
A white butterfly had somehow found its way inside the car. It fluttered above our heads, tapped the window a couple of times, then dipped out of sight behind us.
“Everyone goes eventually,” Mum said. “When they do, the timing never seems right. It always seems too soon.”
But the pastor had said everything happens as part of some plan, always in the right way at the right time. Confusing. I didn’t know who to believe. I thought about what Mr. October had told me, what Dad had never told me himself.
“Was Dad proud of me?” I said.
“Of course. What kind of question is that?”
I shrugged and turned in my seat. I couldn’t see the butterfly now. It must have followed us through the open door at Seaborough and stayed with us ever since. Mum read for a while,
or pretended to, but she hadn’t finished saying her piece yet.
“Anyway, I’m sorry,” she said. “We were stupid, Carrie and I. We shouldn’t have let it drag on so long. We should’ve worked things out like grown-ups. And now I wish I could’ve seen her one last time to let her know everything’s really all right.”
“I’ll bet she knows,” I said. “Wherever she is, I’ll bet she knows.”
The train rolled on between small brown towns and across expanses of flat green country, and I imagined Aunt Carrie out there in the land, sitting by a shallow stream, dipping her feet in the water to cool them, happy and at peace and everything forgiven.
I still didn’t know what the secret was or what should be forgiven. Maybe I wasn’t meant to know. Closing my eyes, listening to the rhythm of the train, I thought, Suppose what I saw today, the figure made out of white pollen dust, was her? Where could Mr. October have been taking her? Why on earth was he there? And how come he knew what had happened to her so soon, before everyone else?
By the time we were back in London, I’d decided I had to find him again. As our train settled at its platform and the doors swung wide, the trapped butterfly shot out just ahead of us into the noise and steam two hundred miles from home.
Nothing moving. Everything still. The next few days were even hotter and the air felt like a clammy skin. On the bed in my room with the windows open, I waited for a breeze that never came. It was like waiting for a miracle, a sign to point me toward Mr. October.
“Get out!” Mum said one morning as she rushed around getting ready for work. She had a waitressing job at a greasy spoon on Mare Street where breakfasts cost four pounds any time of day or night. “You can’t lie around here all day. You have a talent, so why not exercise it? Go out and fill your sketchbook with everything you see!”